Oh mo!!!!!

Daughter can say "no" quite well. But for some reason she thinks the expression is "oh mo!!!!!"

We think it's pretty cute.

Big girl bed!

And a couple of play dates :)

big girl bed

We switched Daughter over to a big girl bed last week.  It's going really well!

We need to get the crib out of her room, because she's on the trundle bed (less distance to fall).  When the trundle is out, the day bed is still there, as well as her play tent, piano, dresser, and crib.  It's really crowded!

Next step: potty training!

Oh, and she's getting her 2 year molars. Fussy to the fuss degree!!!  My goodness... I thought we'd seen fussy. 

We went to a friends birthday party At ChuckECheese and she fussed whenever she was not allowed to play the game she wanted at that moment. 

Got one cute pic though....

It's hard

It's hard to see babies and think that we'll never have another.  At the same time, I love seeing babies because they're so adorable and fun...

I have nagging doubts in the back of my head.  I *know* that they aren't the reasons God didn't give us a genetic sibling for Daughter, but they still nag me...

What if I'm not a good enough mother?
Are we being punished for refreezing one excellent embryo at the March transfer?
What if God doesn't want us to homeschool?
What if I won't be able to handle more than one child?

I know it's all nonsense... but it still nags at the back of my brain.

We're looking into our options.  Traditional adoption...

My conference call with Dr Keenan was Thursday.  He said he doesn't know why I haven't gotten pregnant and that it could be the changes in my body since having Daughter.  He said we could go back for a 4th attempt if we used the "special needs" embryos.  We decided against it, for now.  I really don't think that I can get pregnant again.